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klynnfosh said: "Good for you. And when they make those comments just know they are jealous!"

monica1 said: "or should i say everything? i really feel as though i'm in a big fat suit. like there's someone with a killer bod underneath all this, but no one can see it. i remember what it felt like to have heads turn when i walked by. i just miss my confidence. my attitude towards life. my hubby is great, he says i'm beautiful, and i know he's going to love me, no matter what. but, he's indian, dark, sexy, green eyes. standing next to him, i feel like a potato.lol. i know everyone's asking when we're in public, "what's he doing with her?" i'd like to wear a big neon sign that says, "i got pregnant, gained 100lbs that i haven't had time to lose." but now i'm making time, for me. i can do this, i can't give up, i won't."